Sunday, August 27, 2006
bla bla.
nothing much to say.
i'm tired.
of waiting.
and waiting.
i dont know anymore.
so tired.
was on my way home from the cafe.
this guy and girl sitting behind me.
heard what the guy said.
found it VERY meaningful.
"i am not alone. but i am lonely"applies to me alot i guess.
its true i have alot of friends.
i know alot of people.
and most of the time i'm always with friends.
but sometimes even when i'm with a big group of people.
i can feel lonely.
but i know i'm not alone.
haha.
weird.
go figure.
maybe i should just like.
convert to a lesbian.
LOL.
hmm.
but what shirley said makes sense.
"its just alot easier to be a lesbian and turn to girls"
afterall.
girls are more sensitive.
SIGH.
i told shirley:
true.
but somehow i know i wont, and CAN'T turn to lesbianism.
i just cant.
urgh.
fricking dumb thing.
lalalala.
blogging this kind shit makes me emo.
BYE.
me_________`e-leen *
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